Memorial website in the memory of your loved one
     KEVIN ANHTONY MCTAGGART 

NOV.30,2000-FEB.10,2006


  


( PLEASE LIGHT A CANDLE IN MY MEMORY BEFORE YOULEAVE)!

(THANK- YOU)

This memorial was created in Loving memory of our son, and Brother..... Kevin Anthony 
McTaggart. Kevin was born in Starkville Mississippi,
on November 30th 2000, and saw the light, on Febuary 10th 2006 at the young age of  5. Resting in the loving arms of his mother late at night  on Feb.10th
Kevin is our little hero, and Kevin will 
always be our little angel. We miss our little man so very much. Kevin lives live on
in others, by giving the ultimate Gift of Life. Kevin's heart valves were saved and saved two people whom we have not yet met. But we know he lives on, and I pray every day.... that the two are doing well!
Kevin,when you died,a big part of us died. 
 
 

With our first Prairie Arts Festival we raides $ 1,020.00 the money went to the Children's Hospital in Birmingham Al. Here are the pictures of what they did with the money.

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AND some more sweet animals!



Just think of all the special paintings children get to to in memory of Our son Kevin McTaggart.




" Giving back" to the hospital "Childrens" and helping other children like Kevin is just a small part of it, and I am glad that I can do it.....keep us in your prayers.... On August the 30th we set up again, but felt the strain of the economy. We did better last year, but had more donations, and I got to meet 3 mothers who said that Children's life. With that...it was worth sitting in the heat for seven hours. Kevin's friends made sure they came by with their parents, I got to see how much they have grown up since last year. Gave me an idea how tall Kevin would be. When you little ones graduate, please let me know.
I am so pleased on how the work came out.
Love, Bernadette.... Kevin's mommy


I love you three!

2nd Annual Fundraising

Last year when we did our money raising for The Childrend's Hospital. We were ready, but it seemed the econnomy was the big issue.

We made $300.00,  lost years was $1,020.00

You can see that nobody was buying anything,but drinks and food, most people did not come because gas was $ 4.00 gal

This is a poem I wrote

            
"Wrapped up in a Blanket"

                  Wrapped up in a blanket, lying close to my heart.
                             The last time our hearts beat as one.
             My heart is breaking, feeling my baby's heart leave mine
                 Close.....I hold you to me......Tender.....I kiss your tinny lips.

             I can still hear you call my name.
                Life will never be the same.

                     Wrapped up in a blanket, lying close to my heart.
                 Till we meet again my love.......we will never be apart.

                                            Love, Mom
                                            Bernadette McTaggart
                                            August 19, 2006

I wrote this becaue this is how our last moments were.... I was keeping him warm with the blanket I made him.But his temp. was dropping faster , and faster, because his little life was ending. I would kiss his tinny lips. I would hold him closer to me to keep him warmer, but nothing I did would work. Not even the blanket I made him! Our hearts would beat together but his was stopping. I knew in my mind that I was alive, but in my heart of hearts.... I was dieing with my son " Kevin".

 




 Kevin...when you died, a very big part of us died too





Mom Please.....


Tell others what I'm telling you,
So many parents need to know
That earth is just a lay over
We had another place to go.

I know you miss me, Mom
I know your heart was broken in two.
But God really needed me
Because my earthly life was through.

I'm always alongside you...
I smile and touch your hair.
I whisper "Mom, I love you"
You just can't see me there.

I'm the one that gently touches you
On your shoulder when your sad.
I'm happy now that you finally found
God again, and are no longer mad.

Tell the parents, Mom for me
That all of us kids are okay.
God had plans for our lives
When He called us home that day.

I love you, Mom, I always will
And remember I'm not far away.
We're going to be together
When God calls out your name.

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Victoria and Kevin

John Thomas and Kevin





During Mass....Kevin would raise his hands on cue when our priest would, and Kevin would rock back and forth singing "ALLELUIA"!
When the time came to offer each other peace. Our priest would make the "peace sign"with his two little fingers,Kevin loved to copy him, and would make the peace sign back..... with a sly smile.
 I often wandered if my little boy would become a priest one day.
I never thought our little Kevin would be singing "ALLELUIA" with the angels, and sitting on the Lord's lap....
Maybe Kevin knew God's plans all along, and he was getting ready for the day "God called his name"!




As I hold Kevin's sister Victoria, I know how fast, and without warning she can be called to the Lord as well!

I can't imagine the pain she feels not having her brother with her on her First Communion.
On this day, I can't help but to stop, and think about her wedding day, and all the big days to come with out her little brother.
I know how it is to loose a child, but I can't fully understand what my children are goining through, loosing their little brother.
The three of them had a special connection, and now.......
it is up to John and Victoria to remember what the three of them had.
It's just the two of them now.... and they both know how short life is! They have seen it with Kevin, and they live it every day




   


"Thy Will Be Done"

"I'll lend you for a little while this child of mine" He said,
"For you to love the while he lives, and to mourn for when he's dead.
It may be six or or seven years, or twenty two or three,
But will you, till I call him back, take care of him for me?

He'll bring his charms to gladden you and should his stay be brief,
You'll have his lovely memories as solance for your grief.
I cannot promise he will stay, since all on earth return;
But there are lessons taught down there I want this child to learn.

I've looked the wide world over in My search for teachers true,
And from the throngs that crowd life's lanes, I have selected you.
Now will you give him all your love, nor think the labor vain,
Nor hate Me when I come to call, to take him back again?"

I fancied that I heard you say, " Dear Lord, Thy Will Be Done"!
"For all the joy Thy child will bring, the risk of grief will run.
We'll shelter him with tenderness, we'll love him while we may,
And for the happiness we've known, forever grateful stay.

But should the angels call for him much sooner than we've planned,
We'll brave the bitter grief that comes and try to understand."

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Victoria wanted this blue chair in her bedroom! I told her she could have your chair,and she loves it and right now that is all she talks about.:)



                      
SWEET DREAMS LITTLE BUDDY.....WE LOVE AND MISS YOU....

  LOVE, DADDY...MOMMY...JOHN THOMAS AND VICTORIA.......

  


  

             This is Kevin's, and his brother and sister's play houses. They called it their own "Kid Town".          
             One day Kevin decided to do a little art work on their house!
 
                    
                   

As you can see, Kevin had fun that day painting the club house and his car as well!
               
Kevin thought I did not see him paint their club house, but I did...and I thanked God Kevin did not decide to paint inside our home!
But..
When I saw the car.... my mouth fell to the ground, and I could not help, but to say to Kevin "Good Job Little Buddy"'!
Kevin even painted the inside of his little red car. Who knows what he was thinking that day. He was about 4 years old. We still have his painted car.


And This Is Kid Town



Kid Town

Is a special place for our young children of West Point to play! All 3 of my children loved to come here, and I know many mothers who feel the same.




A tree grows for Kevin McTaggart

Classmates of Kevin Anthony McTaggart at Catherine Bryan School sang , "You Are My Sunshine"
as a tree was dedicated in Kevin's memory April 28. The classmates raised money for the ceremony, which was planted at Kids Town. Kevin Thompson of Green Acres Landscaping donated the tree and planted it, so the donations will be used to purchase children's books for the Library at the Bryan Public Library.

The marker stone was purchased and placed with the assistance of Scotty Allen at Calvert Funeral Home.
Kimberly Allen ( Kevin's teacher ) said that Kevin's light will always shine in the hearts of his friends and family as well as the staff of Catherine Bryan School.
"We want children to come here and remember Kevin," said Mrs. Allen, "so this is a fitting memorial for him."

The welcome was given by Dr. Randy Hamblin, West Point District superintendent and Father John Vollor of Immaculate Conception Church had remarks.


KEVIN'S CLASS 2005-2006



Jake
Cedric
Thomas
Alex
Tyler
Jacobi
Je'Qwan
Keshawn
ANNA


Ja'Miyah
Elizabeth
Maney
Jakeya
Miracle
Tina
Donessia
Jada
Kylee
Courtney
Skyler
Asheigh

   

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Family Tree
Tributes and Condolences
BEEN 3 LOND YEARS...............--.................-.   / Mommy McTaggart (MOM)
I love this sweet little look you used do give me, you look so sly to me! You are so purfect to me, like you can't go anywhere.......Ever~ You were mine forever, till I had to part! The pain of knowing you are gone from this live, is to hard for ...  Continue >>
Guess what?   / Aunty Joy Arnett (Aunt)
Guess what Kevin? I'm having a baby girl!!! She is gonna wear your favorite color everyday! Well that's the goal! I bet you'd love her! I already do! So you're getting a neice! You are up there playing and having a blast I know! You are such an angel...  Continue >>
3 years today   / Bernadette McTaggart (Mother)
  3 years ago today there was an accident that took you from us, and we have missed you since so very much. Life has not beed the same! You are still so very much loved and missed each day. This is going to be a hard week knowing that this is...  Continue >>
HAPPY CHRISTMAS FROM HEAVEN...   / IRENE MOMMY TO ANGEL KAYLA XAVIER 4EVER (DEC. 21 , 2008 )
HAPPY CHRISTMAS FROM HEAVEN.....   / IRENE MOMMY TO ANGEL KAYLA XAVIER 4EVER (DEC.21, 2008 )
Happy Mothers Day  / Tamara(Hunters Mom) Vongphrachanh (friend)    Read >>
For Mommy  / Dana (angel friend )    Read >>
Mommy is working on her Faith  / Bernadette McTaggart (Mother)    Read >>
Kevin, I am here for your mom.  / Dorothy (Aunt)    Read >>
Momma spent Mother's Day in the hospital...  / Bernadette McTaggart (Mother)    Read >>
To the love of my life  / Bernadette McTaggart (Mother)    Read >>
Dear Kevin....  / Bernadette McTaggart (Mother)    Read >>
Letter From Mommy...............-----...  / Bernadette McTaggart (Mother)    Read >>
Oh..... My Kevin......  / Bernadette M. (Mommy)    Read >>
Just have to say......  / Bernadette Kevin's Mommy (Mother)    Read >>
More tributes and condolences...
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His legacy
Our Giving Child...........  
                               


Kevin was a Heart Valve donor. We do know that the left  side, the aortic valve wentto a small child ( we are pretty sure alittle boy) in Phoenix.

Kevin's heat valve on the right side ( the pulmonary valve ) went to a young adult in Burmingham AL.

CELEBRATION OF LIFE PICNIC. .....

At the UAB there was a Cheer For Life as we recognized the recipients.
There was a brief Rememberance Cervice to honor the donors and the Quilt Pinning Ceremony for the Alabama Donor Quilt, they honored the donors who gave hope where there was none and gave the ultimate Gift- of Life.

We can see how even out of something so devistating as loosing a child and brother, that Kevin still lives on. In giving a very special young boy in Phoenix another chance at life, and a young adult in Burmingham AL. another chance to be with his/her family. Our family looks forward to meeting with them some day.............


Kevin's Mommy
Bernadette                                       

                                                         




I can not describe in words what this weekend was like for our family at the Celebration of Life picnic. Having our son Kevin being remembered along with many others in the quilt pinning ceremony.




The quilt piece I made for Kevin was on a baby blue checker pattern material, to symbolize his love of playing checkers.

Two yellow butterfly's on the top right and top left remind our family of the butterfly's we have seen since Kevin's death.

You will see a blue bird at the bottom, that's Mr. Blue our bird who died Christmas Eve 2005. Kevin was very sad when Mr. Blue died, but like Kevin.....he is flapping his wings and taking flight.

The reason I used many colors when I added our son's name, was because Kevin was a bright child! He loved all the colors that God made!

I then placed a locket with our son's picture, to remind us and everyone else what a beautiful child God had blessed us with, and the precious little angel that now watches over his mommy, daddy, brother and sister.




 
To see so many people together at one place....at one time... for the same reason.....was amazing! We were all there because we lost omeone, or someone's life was saved by the ultimate Gift of Life!



I would listen to other mothers tell stories about the son they have lost, and how their children changed their lives and the lives of others. I remember one father get up and talk about his little girl, and what she meant to them........
With so many people here to tell their stories.....for the first time...I did not feel alone.




Kevin's sister Victoria watching the quilt pinning ceremony............2007





Kevin's brother John Thomas hearing stories just like his, during the quilt pinning ceremony.......... 2007





Time for a little fun at the Celebration of Life picnic. Here are Kevin's brother and sister getting ready to get on the jumpers!
Note: I'll be adding more pictures when I get them back.


 
                  Dr. Nancy Tofil and Bernadette (Kevin's Mom)
 
The Angel that took care of our Angel.........we meet again one year after Kevin's death, at the UAB/AOC Celebration of Life picnic.




Kevin's Dr.. Dr. Nancy Tofil and her son Jerad Tofil ( 5 1/2). With our family Tommy, Bernadette, John Thomas ( 10 ) and Victoria ( 8 ) at the Celebration of Life picnic. 2007

I can not find the words to tell you how special Dr. Tofil is to our family. She is an angel, and she took such good care of my baby when he was at Childrens, and she helped Tommy and me to understand the best she could.
She took the time to let me know what might happen next with Kevin....and for someone who has never lost a child, she truly understands! She takes her time with you, and I can still hear her voice at the end of the bed telling me what to expect during Kevin's last minutes on earth. So as a mother I would not fear it as bad.

Dr. Tofil.......
         
 On behalf of myself and my family I would like to say a special Thank you for all that you have done for us, to make saying good-buy to Kevin a little more understanding. You are an angel...and will forever be in our hearts.
It takes a special person to do what you do.... every day, and see parents in pain, our prayers are with you every day!   Keep up the good work of saving our children, and I'll do what I can as a mother remembering how "Childrens" took such good care of our little Kevin!  

God Bless......
Bernadette ( Kevin's mother )
and the McTaggart family............  


 

This is "Childrens" where Kevin was at after the car accident. I will add more to this part soon.....


The Day that our lives chaged forever........



It was just like any other school morning.  The kids were all getting ready for school. It was cold and raining out side. I came into the kitchen and saw Kevin, he had pulled the bar stool up to the coffee pot and was watching it drip all 12 cups! It was like he knew that was going to be his last time to watch the coffee drip. None of the children wanted to go to school that Monday morning, and I don't blame....I was tired too. I passed out kisses and sent them on there way.
As a stay at home mom, I felt lost that day....like I lost something or was about to loose something.


When it came time to pick Kevin up, he jumped in the car and yelled with a big smile " I had a good day"! I felt better that his day did get better!
I asked him for a hug, and he gave me a BIG one, then I asked him for a kiss. Kevin told me I had to take off my glasses so he could kiss my eye-ball! " Ms. Gandy would kiss his eye-ball too! So I did, then I told him to sit back and get in his seat belt. He did. We set off to pick up the other two, who are in different schools.

In car-pool line Kevin had to "pee"!  Still the weather was bad, and I know that just made things worse for the little guy to see the water fall down the windows in the car. He said, " Mom...can I play your phone?" My cell has games on it and he's our computer wizard. Still in the line I gave him my phone. He sat in the back seat playing on the cell phone. He was a bit upset because he could not get the game to turn off the music. So I had a look at it. By this time Kevin is squirming in the back seat having to pee so bad. (As any mother knows...they want to take any discomfort away from their children.)  Since it was raining I told him he could roll down the window and pee outside the window..... I told him no one would see the pee because it was to wet outside! He passed on that idea! So I found a way to mute the sound on his game, but when he would play it, the darn thing would vibrate when he was playing it. Kevin would get so mad! I think it wa because he had to pee!

So now we have his brother John Thomas and sister Victoria in the car, and they want to know what we are going to do when we get home. I told them that mommy had some things to go do, but first Kevin....has to go to the bathroom, so we are going to stop by the house and let him pee.

Kevin and I went to the  downstairs bathroom, and I thought the little guy was going to flood the place...

That was the last time Kevin was in our home...........................

So, we went to Wal-Mart...I got the kids school drinks and snack for the week, and then I let them play with the toys. I'll never forget watching all three of them playing and having fun with the baseball bats, and bouncy balls.

Weather still being bad, I got the kids in the car and put all the stuff in the trunck of the car. By the time I got in the car I was cold and wet. 

Next stop was to the drug store to pick up some monthly medication. Since I did not know if it was ready or not the kids all came in with me.
I can tell you how much their cany cost before it was on sale, and the sale price...I can tell you how much candy I got each of them and why.

I can tell you how my children were all seated in the back seat of the car that day, what they were all wearing. I remember asking them if all their seat belt were on, and  there were 3 "yes ma'ams" 
I look at each of them to make sure....and they did have their seat belt on. NOTE= Seat belts are like a religion to us, if you are not going to wear one in my car, you will have to find another person to ride with!
I backed out on Commerse.......and that was the last thing I remember..............

There was still a ways to go.... I still had to go through a light, pass the Post Office, past the libray, police station....around a sharp curve.......where there was a tree that our hit.

So there is not much I can tell you of the accident itself.... I only remember seeing my 3 happy children in the back seat of the car, then waking up in the hospital room being asked all kinds of questions..
What do you remember, do you know what happened? Do you know where you are?

The only thing that came to mind was this.... and not many people know. My husband, my priest, and I told my threopist this. And I hope that this brings some pease to many mothers who have lost their children...... 

" It was bright, so bright..... but not the kind of bright that would hurt your eyes. Kevin was running around me playing and yelling. He was so happy!"
" Then it was like looking down on Kevin and myself. He was still running around me, acking goofy. I have never seen my baby this happy before....I could never make him that happy"!

I was given the chance to be there when Kevin crossed over. I will cherish that forever. When I start to feel sorry for myself, I remember how happy Kevin was, and I know Kevin wants his mommy to be happy too!

So after I woke up in the ER, I was asked what I remembered. " Since it was bright, and Kevin was so happy, I throught the kids and I were at  "Kid Town " Untill I was told that the weather was nasty and we were all in a car accident.

My husband was there right away if I remember right. I remember Tommy's dad being with me while he was with our children.
The nurse came in to tell me the condition of my children. Still at this time....I am thinking it was a fender bender. I want to make sure that no one else was hurt!

I ask her how my children are and he starts with  by saying; "Well John has a large gash over his left eye and they will be taking him to surgery, Victoria has a good bump to her head and we will keep a close eye on it, and she also has some troma to her hip as well.
" Kevin" I remember saying " We'll...your baby's realy sick"!
" He has not opened his eyes, and he's not talking."!

" Kevin.....never woke up........."

I went to see Kevin before the was grounded to UAB. When I looked in his eyes, I knew he was not there... he had done gone to be with the Lord. I went to see John and Victoria and I wondered how I would survive after this day!

Kevin went to UAB right away, and John Victoria and I went to ICU here iin West Point.

They let me got the next day so I could be with Kevin........... Kevin was a little fighter. They had to bring him back at the accident, and at the hospital, and on the way to UAB, and he had a hard time as well in the NICU. The Dr.'s and staff there are God sent.

Kevin lived for 5 days.... the number of years he was on this earth! He gave his daddy and I time to get used to the idea that we might have to say good-buy, even though we never understand why...... why this has to happen to anyone's child!

Kevin received he angel wings on Feb.10. 2006

My husband and I had decided to donate Kevin's organs, if any could be. We were happy to know that Kevin's heart valves could be saved and save the life of two people.

If you know Kevin...then I don't have to tell you this. If you are meeting Kevin for the first time... please let me share. Kevin was a very giving child. I would say he would give you his heart....and he did!

I still have no memory of the accident. We still have no idea what caused the accident itself. The only thing that we can think of it must have been the wet roads due to the bad weater and it being Kevin's time.

I have to live with the fact the I was driving the car that day, that took my son's life. But I was doing nothing wrong. I am a safe driver. I do not do drugs, and I was not drinking. There are blood  test and urin test to prove that! and the detectives that were there in my room that day when I was just waking up can tell you!
 
 I know they were all doing there job, and thank! There are children out there that need to be protected. But as a loving mother I never felt so damed!  That it the worst feeling in the world!

More about our giving child...... Kevin never cared what your color skin was. We live in Mississippi and have many shades and all sorts of races.
One night when Kevin and I was in bed, he asked me " Mom... why did God make all color people?"   " Well" ( and I thought oh Lord please help me with this question....and he did) So, I told him... " Well, Kevin. if I gave you one color to color with.... it would be very boring wouldn't it?" " Yes" Kevin said....... "Well.... that's why God made people of different color....If we were all the same color... it would be boring!"
{You can tell he got it right away,.... but the little buger had another question cooking}
"But mom...........?" "Yes....."? " Why didn't God make PINK people......Pink IS HIS FAVORITE COLOR?!"....................

I thought for a sec....... well he did sweetie...... But there mommies just have to tickle them PINK first..........!"


Bernadette Kevin's mommy










  
I LOVE JOHN THOMAS AND I LOVE VICTORIA


  


          I KNOW THAT YOU MISS ME EVERY DAY, BUT IF YOU STOP AND THINK...I'M NOT THAT FAR AWAY.

I'M WITH YOU EVERY TIME THAT YOU PLAY...
AND IF YOU LISTEN CLOSE, YOU'LL BOTH HERE ME SAY

" COM'ON GUYS"! IT'S A BEAUTIFUL DAY! "THERES NOT TIME TO WASTE LETS GO AND PLAY"!

I'M PROUND OF YOU BOTH FOR BEING SO STRONG, AND HOW YOU BOTH LOVE TO SING MY SONGS.

YOU CARRY MY MEMORIE IN YOUR HEART, AND I KNOW YOU WILL TELL YOUR CHILDREN FROM THE START....

LIFES TO SHORT, WE BOTH KNOW....WE LOST A BROTHER SO LONG AGO! LIVE EACH DAY AS EACH DAY COMES, DON'T PONDER ON YESTERDAY, OR WORRY OF TOMORROW, TODAY IS ALL WE HAVE....SO FORGET ALL YOUR SARROW.

FOR YOU ARE NEVER ALONE...YOU HAVE EACH OTHER. AND WHEN YOUR APART, LOOK TO THE HEAVENS....I'LL SEND YOU A BUTTERFLY..... SENDING YOU A SPECIAL HELLO FOR ME!

THERE ARE OTHERS WHO HAVE LOST THEIR BROTHERS, SO DON'T BE SHY TO TELL THEM "HI"!
THEY TOO, ARE JUST LIKE YOU.....THEY FEEL ALONE, AND THIS IS ONLY A DREAM.

TELL THEM FOR ME THEIR BROTHER IS IN HEAVEN WITH YOUR BROTHER KEVIN, AND THAT I'LL TAKE CARE OF THEM TOO!
NOTHING FOR ME IS TO BIG OR TO SMALL....GOD TEACHES US WELL HERE AND TEACHES US ALL!

I LOVE YOU JOHN THOMAS AND VICTORIA !


I wrote this poem for my 2 children who miss their brother so very much. May this warm both your hearts, and you know you daddy and I love you so much!

Love, Mommy
APRIL 11, 2007



                          

         Dear Daddy......

             
       Daddy....what do I say to my Hero? Daddy, I love you, and I am always with you! I come to you though mommy in her dreams. I want you to know that I am ok, and I know sit on God's lap.
Thank you for all that you have taught me while I was on earth. God....chose you to be my daddy, because he knew that you would teach me all that I needed to know.
I may not be with you on earth.... but I am with you in spirit, and will forever be in your heart. 
Even though I am high in Heaven now....daddy, I still look up to you. And so does John Thomas and Victoria!
I hear you tell others that you were blessed to have known me for five years than not to have known me at all..... well, daddy....I was blessed to have known you for five years, than not to have know you at all! Just as you tell others this on earth... I tell the other Angel children here in Heaven.

Daddy, I can still feel you put my hand and feet on your face and tickle me with you face hairs.

I send you my laugh through other children, I send you my smile through a new baby's smile.

It's okay to be sad....I miss you too. But when you get sad......think of me acting like you!  Like the times I would copy you and spit ouside the door...I was being just like you daddy.

Smile when you see me....I am happy! People tell you I'm in a much better place, and that might make only half since. You kept me safe all the time, and I was loved beyound belief! But I think what they mean...is that you know where I am, and nothing will ever hurt me now. I will never feel pain, or sarrow! I can't explain what it is like here in Heaven, but I know your belief is strong!

When I see you tuck Victoria in a night, and kiss John Thomas goodnight, I can still feel you carry me to my bed if I fall asleep on the couch. Please understand that is a special memorie from me to you that no one can take away!
I can still feel my feet hit the floor before 4 am. to get in bed with you and mommy....and I'm glad you did not mind.

Daddy, I love you....and I always will.......don't be so hard on your self if you can't remember your dreams... I'll go to mommy for you, and she will let you know that I came to see you all!

I love you daddy...... your little Buddy...........



I let Kevin speak to me as I wrote this, and I feel this is what he had to say to his daddy.......

Kevin's mommy
April 11, 2007



                      Dear Dddy........
I miss you so very much. Mom is havining a verry hrrd time right now!  But.............. I am still with you..... I will never leave you! Just bear with her oain and and allow her to go thought her changers. Mommy will be be wight there when you need her. She wsnt's to help you as well. She can take care of John and Vicctoria..... just fine. Mommy worries about you and her with my loss and hersellf going on with out me " Her Kevin"
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Mary, what can I say now that my son is gone? Mother of Sorrows, to you I turn for help, and comfort. I have lost my child. Just as you have lost your son Jesus when you stood beneath the cross and saw him die for our sins. You suffered so much, Mary, and you must know what I am suffering. I do not know why God allowed this sorrow to come into my life;yet I know that he is my loving Father. I must be patient and trustful. Heavenly Mother, pray that I may have strenght. Yes, my child is in heaven. Someday we are going to meet again, and there will be no more sadness, and no more parting.
Mary, my child is gone now too- and in this earthy life I shall never see my dear one again. And still I would not have it otherwise because I know that God wished to take my darling away young and innocent, before this world had cast its shadow upon that precious soul. And I am grateful for the assurance that my child is safe with Jesus and close to you.
Yet, dear Mother, I must carry on here below. Remind your divine Son of the emptiness that my mother's heart must now know in this loss, and ask with me that I may have the strenght and comfort I so greatly need. May I in faith, like you, be humbly submissive till the end....
                                                  Mom still thinks she sleeps with me................that is how she get to sleep so fast. Because.... she feels me next to her
Please don't think mommy crazy!!!!!
I have mommy's back each amd every day! 

God.... is calling on me need to go daddy! 
Love ..
Anttony

 
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